Tuesday, January 03, 2012!
HandWritten on; 4:06 AM
watching
Not a single word is needed. I’m standing here like a broken clock.My eyes cannot hide the pain.
I’ll always have you in my heart.It hasn’t changed for a moment.No matter what happens, I can’t push you out of my heart.
Even without your promise in return,I will still wait for you.
Gazing at the place where you had left me.Gazing, even though there’s no chance that you will be back.It’s the only thing I can do for a love that is so exhausting.I dare not think of forgetting you even for just a second.
I opened the door and felt that you were there.I seemed to hear your soft footsteps.I woke up many times at night thinking of you.I could do nothing without breaking into tears.I was afraid to face the day.
Gazing at the place where you had left me.Gazing, even though there’s no chance that you will be back.It’s the only thing I can do for a love that is so exhausting.I dare not think of forgetting you even for just a second.
With a burning heart and parched lips.Unable to control myself, I called your name again and again.I know this is the only name that will reside in my heavily scarred memory.
This is all I can do. The pain is so bitter.I dare not think of letting you slip away from my memory.I didn’t know I was undeserving of the brief love with you.I pretended that I didn’t know. I felt such misery that I cried.
